Goddess of Stolen Hearts Black in the nightYou won’t even think twiceSweet smile on my faceBelieved I was too niceNo stranger to meGoddess of stolen heartsMight have been broken onceBut I put together the partsLove’s a strong drugYou know you want to fallTrust me in your landingBelieve that you have it allYou’ve had a tasteNow you want moreCan never go backTo the way it was beforeLonging for their touchSweet words only for youSee that gorgeous faceKnowing they love you tooDon’t fear broken heartsFall into me my dearsThey say when you least expect itThat’s when she reappears
My Butterfly Light wind breezing past meAs I chase after my butterflyEvery time I breathe outI hear the disappointed sighThe delicate body oh so closeYet every time I reach outI realize how far I really amAnd I wonder what this is all aboutI just keep moving aheadWhen I know that its moving fasterAnd I tell myself that I’m enjoying thisA smile on my face I plasterUrging my tired body to runTelling myself I’m almost thereUntil I realize I’m in a placeAnd I have no idea exactly whereLost in this dark forestAnd the butterfly is out of sightI feel so small and so aloneIn this place without any lightI feel
Dishonesty The mouth says oneThe heart says twoWho knows which The one that’s trueA look can’t tellA question can’t answerOnly their mindKnows what it’s afterIt’s the truth you sayI yell, you fightYou say I need to seeIt from a different lightI was warned of dangerBut I came to youNow my little heartIs broken in two
Sweet words or pretty lies? You’re sweet words always bring a smile to my face.Take me out of my life and to another happy place.So sweet the words like pieces of my favorite candy.Am I loved or am I someone who might come in handy?They always tell me too much candy is bad for meBut just how much candy is way too many?One bite of the sugary dessert and I want more.Isn’t it clear that you’re the one that I adore?But I don’t want to be someone in loveThis wonderful daydream I need to snap out ofBecause love hurts and is such a painBut my heart isn’t connected to my brainI know that falling in love with you isn’t so wis
Jumping Off A Cliff If I were standing at a cliffAnd I could seeIf I jumpedWhere my body would beI wouldn’t jumpI wouldn’t goBut with you thereIt wouldn’t be soYour hand around mineThe fear would melt awayYou would know what to doYou would know what to sayI will fallI might get hurt along the wayBut I’ll only think about usOnly about todayI might not be sureBut I’ll still go with youYou might not be hereBut I know you’ll miss me tooDon’t promise me thingsLike the moon and the starsBecause just like youThey’re way too farCome a bit closerTo where I am hereHold my handAnd
Escape Without Goodbyes Red, yellow, green and brownCatching the sky’s tearsDon’t like standing in the rainDon’t like the sadnessDon’t like the fearsKids love the rainSo happy so youngWhat will be done?When innocence’s song is sung?Is there no other way?Don’t we get a say?Can’t they waitJust one more day?All we can do is nodVoices taken awayGrey skiesSunshine leftWithout goodbyesMy life caughtIn the web of liesGet rid of oneAnd this family diesYou ask me to do itFor the familyWhat family?What about my sanity?So I’ll stay caughtFor you in the liesHoping one dayThere will
I Want To Kill I want to putA bullet in his headI want to chokeMy hands around his neckI want to stabA knife in her backPeople I used to likePeople I used to loveThey gave me no loveSlap across my faceA ruler across my backLocked in the darkThey heard me screamingAnd they didn’t comeThey saw me dyingAnd they thought I was scumI can give them no loveI want to killBut now I seeIt’s not them I want deadIt’s me
I Pay With Tears The food I eatThe clothes I wearThe price I payI pay in tearsI try my bestWork until midnightYawning all daySo hard to stay awakeI get high A’sOn tests and projectsOn presentationsAnd homeworkThose hours I spentIn front of a small lightReading the textbookOver and overAs much as I wanted toTo get in shapeSo the comments would stopAbout my weightThere was no timeNo time for sportsNo time for gamesNo time for funI miss my friendsTheir last days in townI miss goodbye partiesJust for more workI spent the time studyingTrying my bestWork until midnightHungry as hellOnly to be told
The Cost of Perfection I will try hardI will be strongTo make up for thingsThings I did wrongThe sun over headThe weather so hotTo become a personA person I’m notSuddenly dizzyFeel the world spinningUnfortunatelyThis is only the beginningI can feel a layer of heatHovering next to my skinI hurry to the nearest chairAs the world continues to spinI drink down the waterBut it’s still not enoughI struggle to continueBe strong and be toughAfter about twentyMy arms begin to shakeI know that tomorrowMy whole body will acheI barely make it up the stairsMy legs feel so weakI look at my body in the mirrorStudying
Broken Hearts The walks along the beachThe days at the poolWatching the sunsetAlways togetherThe many memoriesI’ll never forget themBut my lips say you shouldYet I hope you won’tSomething that was simpleA innocent loveHas become a tangle of liesToo complicated to handleToo much has changedWe ourselves have changedWe couldn’t help itWe couldn’t stop itDon’t blame meDon’t blame yourselfIt was nobody’s faultThings have just changedI don’t want to break your heartFor it's not unknownThat if I don'tI’ll break my own
Is Everything Okay? Is my own little worldReally okay?When the people I loveDon’t listen to what I say?Where my faceHas to hide behind a maskSo that friendsWon’t have to askIs everything alright?Is everything okay?I took off the maskJust for a dayIs everything alright?Is everything okay?I still haven’t repliedDon’t know what to sayIs my own little worldReally okay?
The Way It Ends I was the girl that everyone was jealous ofBecause you were the guy that they would loveI tried to love without loving too muchBut my thoughts disappeared with your touchWhen you whispered sweet words in my earWere they just lies or were they sincere?You said you would forever love and careI knew not to believe but it just isn’t fairHow come it’s like I don’t matter any moreWhen I was the one you would adore?How can you just erase everything in the past?Don’t you think you’re forgetting me way too fast?How can you just wipe 2 years of memories away?Don’t I get a comment, don’t I get
Did you? Did you know that while you were out having funThe person you left at home was in the dark crying?Did you know that while you were busy with workThe person waiting for you to return was dying?Did you remember the people always there for youWhen you left them to be with a “better” crowd?Did you remember the person who actually helped youWhen you went to the person who you tried to make proud?Did you remember me, the one who always stood by youWhen you walked away scared they would see me next to you?Because I remembered you when they walked awayAnd you were left all alone and didn’t know what to do…
A Ghost Story An extremely kind manMy dear father isHe still regrets being niceSays the blame is hisYou might wonderHow kindness is a crimeAnd I’ll tell you the storyIn this little rhymeA stranger arrived at our doorOn a windy, dark nightPoor man looked so chilledSuch a pitiful sightHe asked for a night of shelterAnd maybe a bit of foodFather welcomed him inAs usual in a generous moodFather asked the cook for a mealThe finest food money could buySister came to see our guestWelcomed him and said a hiThe food smelled so deliciousWe all had to have a biteIt was late and I was tiredSo I told everyone goodnight
Can't Stand It There’s a silence between usThat’s way too loudI’ve done some thingsI’m not so proudI’m not the personYou once knewBut don’t you seeYou’ve changed tooI’m tired of the painIt’s time for us to splitThere’s no love in your touchAnd I can’t stand itThere’s no reasons leftFor why we should tryYou’ve given meToo many reason to cryIt’s way too lateTo take it all backYou’ve taken my lightAnd my world is all blackI’m tired of the painIt’s time for us to splitThere’s no love in your touchAnd I can’t stand itOur
Don't let me leave Sit down next to me and thinkStop living our lives so fastWe know that this very dayCould be our very lastThe many things left unsaidAll the sorry’s and goodbye’sI don’t want to ever leaveEven though I know everyone diesI don’t want to leaveBut I might have toI know that it isSomething we all doBut I want to stayForever with youDon’t let me leaveSo many things in the worldI have not accomplished yetSo many beautiful placesSights my eyes haven’t metI’m so happy with my lifeIt’s so sweet and goodI want to live this foreverFor as long as I possibly couldI don&#
I Can't Forgive Anymore I’m keeping too many secretsI’ve said too many liesEveryone believes thoseBut won’t listen to my criesThere is no warmth in your voiceWhen you speak to meI stiffen with fearWhen your face is the one I seeWhat we haveIs not loveYou’ve hurt meToo deeply this timeIt’s way too lateTo take back everythingI can’t forgive anymoreI’m never happy anymoreI feel so coldThe way we’re living lifeIt’s getting oldI try to hide from youBut you find me anywayI don’t want to listenTo what you have to sayWhat we haveIs not loveYou’ve hurt meToo deeply th
I Still Remember You You were there by my sideWhen no one else wasAnd you were always so closeI felt so safeYou held me tightAnd the world seemed to stopIt was only the two of usI still rememberThe way you smelledI still rememberThe way you smiledI still rememberThe clothes you woreBut do you still rememberDo you still remember me?I miss you so muchEvery morning you would waveI started my daySeeing your faceAfter the day was overYou would let me listen to your musicAnd I would go homeFeeling so happyCouldn’t wait until the next morningI finally found my sunThe light that brightened my worldThe warmth that m
I Miss You So Much I still rememberThe way you smellThe cologne that’s youHow I would breath inWhenever we huggedWe were just friendsWe are just friendsAnd always and foreverWill be just friendsWe always knew each otherBut our paths didn’t crossAnd when they finally didYou had to leave meI still read the text messageThe one you sent meRight before you left me“I love youI’ll miss you like no otherIt’s so damn hardLeaving this place!”And I wonderWonder about the futureThe future that will never beWould we have left behindThe just friendsAnd become much moreAnd I wonderHow true tho
Easy and Hard Deaths A rope wrapped around my neckA bullet shot through my headA knife cutting up my wristJust once and I’d be deadHow easy it is to die and leave EarthHow difficult it is to take your own lifeGetting killed in a freak accident is easyBut it’s hard to stab yourself with a knifeTo actually pull the trigger is toughBut “I am going to kill myself ” is easy to sayDeath is everywhere and so closeYet it seems to be so far, far away
Hold On To Those Memories Time is flyingThings won't lastPretty soon middle schoolWill just be the pastSchool isn't the greatestBut I get to see my friendsSee their faces smilingI hope it never ever endsSinging little silly songsRecording it on my phoneEvery time I hear it againI'm reminded I'm not aloneUsing markers with SamTo draw on Calvin in MathJust one look at his faceAnd you have to laugh and laughTelling Sarah to be matureWhile sticking my tongue outGiving me another precious memorySomething else to laugh aboutManisha asked a math questionI stuck my tongue out for her to seeShe said "I don't know how to write itCan
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